I start off with the bad news first, and this is a big one – I miscarriage the baby, I lost it. I was 20-21 week and it happen last weekend. I went for my routine antenatal clinic appointment and I mention to the midwives I hasn’t felt any movement for a while and they did a scan and it has died. This is my 3rd miscarriage and my second to die at 20 week. Will I try again – no I won’t, I’m done and Richard and I are looking at way where we be able to go down the adoption route but that another story. They think it due to high blood pressure and something wrong with the placenta. I’m on loads of medication right now and I’m alright to be honest – I was heart broken for a few day but I’ve seen to calmed down and wanting to move forward.

So yeah that a biggie one and my second bad news is: As that was happening my computer went kaput, one minute it was fine – the next I couldn’t get into it. Something went wrong on the hard drive and it corrupted! I was off course crying my eyes as I thought I lost all my photos, music and my portfolio, after being on the phone for a day to a technical-support guy he mention that I can remove my hard drive and put it into a caddy and assure me my data isn’t lost.

I lost Microsoft Office and Adobe Photoshop but there are way I can work round it. I also plugged in the caddy and there all my data – so I hasn’t lost anything! So a massive positive.

I was getting all upset and was talking to my mum and so she gave me her computer instead, yup gave me  her brand new pc window 8 computer – oh my god what a savior 🙂 So that my good news – I now have a new computer, still trying to get use to window 8 but at least I can still blog and do stuff.

So I’m ending on a positive, I got a new computer – just no more being pregnant.