Something happened to me this week which really upset me a lot, to the point where I thought I was going to have a panic attack on the bus which wouldn’t have been a great place as it was during rush hour and was packed with people. I don’t normally have a panic attack unless I’m really upset and have strong feeling off sadness which I had that day. I don’t talk too much about my personal struggle with job hunting and how I often get little or no help by anyone, I’m at the point in my life where I need a financial secure job that will benefit me for the long run now I have more off a finance obligation.

Once I calmed down and saw the situation from an outside perspective, I saw the situation in a new light – the problem wasn’t me, if anything I was the innocent in this; It was the person who really upset me was the problem. She was the problem by getting my hoped up, making me all excited and wanting to do battle (so to speak!) only to leave me feeling an immerse disappointment.

After having a heart to heart chat with my hubby and a rather giggly skype chat with my friend, I felt happier and now having super human strength knowing that I must never give up.

When life give you lemon – make lemonade so the expression goes, pick yourself up dust off the bad speckle and get on with your life. At the moment I feeling every doors is closing on me, however I know eventually that one door will open for me.

So anyone who is struggling with life situation whether it school,uni or work (maybe family problem) the motto is not to give up and keep moving forward. I know something good will happen to me – so you know something good will happen to you.

If you feeling rather upset and want to talk to someone, then please  twit me  and I be happy to chat. x